WOW - MY MOOD SWINGS ARE EPIC

[lulubellnyc]

I'm sitting here crying for no reason.

If I wasn't preggers I would think I was bi-polar.

Hubby has to go to California for a few days and I fell apart. I don't want him to go. I don't want to be alone. I hate who I'm becoming. I don't even know this moody, needy, whiny girl in these stupid maternity clothes.

I want to be who I was.

Comments

[lulubellnyc.livejournal.com]

Not that it will make you feel better, but there are alot of people in the same situation as you are.

I was laid off last year and hubby took a pay reduction and we had to sublet our apartment in NYC and move into my inlaws house for awhile.

I do think it's getting better, but very slooooowly.

Hope it gets better for you too.

[snowydragon1776.livejournal.com]

I HATE THAT STATEMENT -"lots of people in the same boat."
I know you mean well but I am well and truly sick of reading/hearing that especially from people in the situation. It really, really does not help or make anyone in the situation feel better. Just makes us feel like losers.

And just because I am job hunting does not mean my situation is the same as someone else who is job hunting. Lots of people have support systems from a spouse or family or friends.

I have nothing no support system, no husband, no kids, no pets , no nothing...except debt from graduate school that HAS to be paid.
I may very likely have to join the military, so, yeah, it's not going to get better for me - it's getting worse.

What a way for a nice person with a MLS to end up - in the military with no one to mourn her passing if she dies overseas.
Sorry that was a rant, but I really dislike that statement because every one uses it to run off so they don't have to be there for you.

[lulubellnyc.livejournal.com]

Sorry. I didn't mean to upset you.

[snowydragon1776.livejournal.com]

Sorry.

You didn't upset me.

I'm just extremely upset and stressed in general.