REAL LIFE UPDATE

[lulubellnyc]

The boys are out on a friend's boat. There is NO WAY Isabel could go boating. The poor girl has major morning sickness. She's also at the phase where she wants to sleep 18 hours a day. As far as I can tell, she hasn't entered horny time yet. That was my favorite.

So far I've been to the farmer's market, liquor store and have made potato salad and she's still abed.

Everytime they talk about the baby in front of him, hubby makes puppy eyes at me. I'm still anxious about trying again. Is anyone ever ready? And this economy scares the bejesus out of me. Not sure what to do.

My best friend my whole life Gina died a year ago this month and somehow I let the day pass without acknowledging it. That amazes me. She was a huge part of my life and then I forgot her. Too, too many people that I loved have died. sigh. very sad now.

Comments

[smithkingsley.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry about Gina. All the hugs in the world to you.

[lulubellnyc.livejournal.com]

Thanks sweetie, feeling very down today. And very guilty.

[june7rose.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry you're sad sweetie, maybe this new life coming into the world will represent a new beginning for all of you.

As someone who went through losing her best friend, I can tell it's a good thing you're forgetting. I kept track of her birthday, the day she died, I always sent a Christmas card to her parents. And then one year I forgot. I felt bad. Then I forgot again. My brain doesn't even register it now. It's been over a decade and while I'll never forget her, she isn't a constant on my mind anymore. And I know she would want me to move on. I had a session with a physic that truly changed my viewpoint, but that's not what this post is about.

You've been through more than most people could survive, you should be proud of your strength.

[lulubellnyc.livejournal.com]

I feel so guilty that I just let the day pass. Her parents are both dead, her hubby moved to Florida with their son to be closer to his family and her brother, drug addict that he is, is no where to be found. So I have no trace of her around me.
Went through old photos and had a good cry. What a waste.

I'd love to hear about the physic. I would give anything to talk to my mom again. There's got to be more out there than this.

[vandelsira.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry for your friend.

[lulubellnyc.livejournal.com]

Thanks sweetie. (((hug)))