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AND MY BLOOD PRESSURE IS PERFECT, OR AT LEAST NORMAL.

We go for my ultrasound next week and I'm very nervous. Things are so different this time, everything makes me anxious and I know it's wrong but I don't want to get too attached to this baby. Last time hubby and I made all these plans and had all these talks about the future, but now we don't talk about it at all. Last time was joyful and everyone was teasing me, now everyone is walking on eggshells. Me too.

Date: 2009-07-24 05:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] june7rose.livejournal.com
Perfectly understandable. I think any woman in your position would be the same way, and I'm sure other people's discomfort just makes it worse for you.

When everything turns out okay, there will be a collective deep breath. As for plans, well, spontaneity is better anyway. :) And hey, my blood pressure sucks and I've certainly never been pregnant.

Date: 2009-07-25 02:42 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lulubellnyc.livejournal.com
I'm just sad that I can't let my guard down and just enjoy the experience. Also, I worry that my being so anxious will effect the baby. sigh, can't win.

Date: 2009-07-24 06:35 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] smithkingsley.livejournal.com
*hugs you tight* I know 'don't be anxious' is easier said than done, but I hope you can keep the anxiety at bay. Everything will be fine!

Date: 2009-07-25 02:43 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lulubellnyc.livejournal.com
Thanks sweetie. I hope so.

Date: 2009-07-24 08:22 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] vandelsira.livejournal.com
Thank God,your blood pressure is normal.This feelings about the pregnancy are understandable.

Date: 2009-07-25 02:43 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lulubellnyc.livejournal.com
Women have been having babies forever, I should just relax.

Date: 2009-07-25 08:40 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kira-iras.livejournal.com
Good to hear about your better blood pressure. I understand it's a difficult situation, that's why it's this way.

Date: 2009-07-25 02:44 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lulubellnyc.livejournal.com
Thanks. I'm just so wary of everything.

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